Last week I was interviewed on radio about my faith and missions. Overall it was a good and comfortable chat and I thank God that I was able to get clear phone reception out in the fields we were filming in.
But, like many public presentations I've done, I was kicking myself later about one answer I gave. Ross Clifford, the interviewer, asked me "what does the gospel of Jesus mean? For my radio listeners." Now, admittedly I am standing in the mud of a rice paddy in a small village and am having trouble picturing the average Australian listener at that moment, but really that is no excuse for the jargon and ramble about love, salvation, hope and heaven that came out then.
Peter says to be ready at all times to explain faith, and after all this I should certainly be able to do that. Yet, currently I am reading a Donald Miller book, 'Searching for God knows what', and in it he says that we sell Jesus short by trying to present the gospel as a set of theological ideas or 5 step formula.
And while I do believe in knowing clearly what you believe, I think in half hashing through formula on radio is where I went wrong.
It caught me off guard. In reality, the person of Jesus and all that He means to me is too hard to fit into sentences, although I'll try now.
Jesus is the great holder of my hand as He tugs me wildly through this adventure that is my life. And although we career together into crazy and unfathomable places, He will never let go, even if I might sometimes, until we reach the final eternal holiday beach resort in heaven where every tear is wiped away and all the kids I've met suffering from HIV are playing in the sand. Till then I will try to introduce more people to Jesus and see His influence spread, because through watching suffering I have branded on my soul the realisation that only His kind of love and reign can heal the world...because only God can change the heart of men.
Ok, I love you Jesus and that was a way better attempt to explain that!